Welcome to My Story: Raw, Real, and Dreaming Big

Hi there.

If you’re reading this, you’ve either stumbled here by accident (welcome to the rabbit hole) or you’re one of the lucky—or unlucky—souls I’ve managed to rope into following my life story. Either way, settle in and grab a snack. It’s about to get interesting.

Let me start with a question: have you ever looked at your life and thought, How did I get here? That’s pretty much the recurring theme of mine. I’ve made choices that seemed like a good idea at the time (mostly), stumbled into grace I didn’t deserve, and tripped over life lessons so hard I’m surprised I didn’t sprain something.

But somewhere between the chaos and the clarity, I found threads of meaning. I found healing. I found breathwork. And somewhere along the way, I realized life isn’t just what happens when you’re awake—dreams, the ones we have at night and the ones we chase during the day, hold just as much power to shape us.

Why I’m Writing This

I’ve always felt like my story is one sprawling, messy tapestry of heartbreak, healing, laughter, and growth. It’s woven together by moments that left me breathless—sometimes from joy, sometimes from grief, and sometimes from sprinting headfirst into my own bad decisions.

There’s the beautiful chaos of marrying Jason, my second husband, after life had already handed me enough plot twists for three lifetimes. There’s the unimaginable heartbreak of losing my son, Connor—a wound I carry daily, as constant as my own heartbeat.

But even in the darkest chapters, I’ve found light. Breath by breath, step by step. Dream by dream. Breathwork became my lifeline, my sanity, and sometimes the only thing keeping me grounded. My dreams became guides, showing me truths I was too busy—or too scared—to see.

Now, as I lead others in breathwork, dive deeper into dream interpretation, practice channeling, and write my life story, it feels like the right time to share. Not because I have all the answers (I don’t), but because maybe, just maybe, parts of my journey will resonate with yours.

What to Expect Here

This is where I’ll unpack my life story, one piece at a time—like chapters in a book, except you’re getting them in real-time. Some posts will be raw and emotional, others will (hopefully) make you laugh. Many will explore the intersection of spirituality, healing, and those moments of magic we so often overlook.

I plan to publish a new article every other week, so you can look forward to fresh content twice a month. These snippets of my life story will unfold gradually, offering a mix of humor, heartbreak, and hope as I piece together the threads of my heart.

Here’s a little taste of what’s coming:

• The Origins of the Chaos: Growing up as #9 of 10 kids, childhood wounds, and figuring out how to be seen.

• Love, Loss, and Second Chances: Falling in love again, navigating grief, and holding onto hope.

• When I Finally Learned to Breathe: My first encounter with breathwork—and how it changed everything.

• Dreams as Mirrors: How dream work has helped me see myself more clearly and make peace with my past.

• Talking to Spirits, Talking to Myself: Channeling, intuition, and embracing the woo.

Let’s Dream and Breathe Together

If any of this sounds like your kind of thing, stick around. Subscribe, comment, or share with a friend. If not, that’s okay too—I’ll still be here, sharing my story, one breath, one dream, and one laugh at a time.

So, welcome. Let’s dive into this beautifully messy, slightly mystical, and occasionally hilarious life together.

I’m continuing to share this journey on Threads of My Heart if you want to follow along.

Another thread from my heart to yours.